Tuesday, May 23, 2017
Tuesday, May 16, 2017
On Sunday we went to Rochester, NY for their annual Lilac Festival. I had last been there when I was 2 years old. The fact that it had been 52 years since I'd last been there, was shocking to me. I don't feel that old!
The festival takes place across the street from Highland Park, so you can get your eats, drinks and entertainment, then cross over to the park to enjoy the flowers.
I left the paved path and just wandered all over and in between all the bushes/trees. Not all Lilacs smell the same. Some varieties were sweet, some faint, and some stinky to my nose.
I made sure to keep track of which varieties I liked the scent of, so that I could purchase some plants for our yard. I came away with a purple and a white. The photos above were taken from the Internet. The following photos below, I took.
at May 16, 2017
Friday, May 5, 2017
It won't become law unless the Senate takes it up next and then it is signed by "NotMyPresident."
The Senate has said it's dead on arrival because it's such a mess it would take too many amendments to get it to a place that they would be satisfied with it. The Senate plans to develop their own healthcare bill, that will then get sent back to the House.
Will this be enough for people who voted for the Republicans to vote them out of office in 2018? Considering how thoroughly gerrymandered nearly every district in most states is, probably not. For a number of elections now, Democrats have received far more votes than Republicans, yet the Republicans remain in power.
It's going to take lawsuits and wins in court to unseat these illegal squatters. Some cases have already made it through the courts and the people have won, but we'll have to do that another 40 times, or so, to get our government back at the local, state, and federal levels.
It seems these guys have limitless amounts of money to fight these court cases or delay them, allowing them to remain in power longer. While they're in power, they keep passing more laws to limit who can vote, when you can vote, etc. These are among the vilest people I've ever seen.
at May 05, 2017
Tuesday, May 2, 2017
I had a dream last night. The thing I remembered most was while I was in it, and for a little bit after I woke up, was that I felt so much love. It wasn’t a passionate love, or a comforting love, it was just a soul penetrating love, to the point that I didn’t worry, I didn’t feel lonely, or have that lost feeling that always crouches at the back of my mind. I just felt dunked in, absorbed by, wrapped in, and thoroughly filled with love.
There were all sorts of old buildings around, about three to four stories high, made of big block stone, there was an open quad area where I could see people milling around and others heading off to class. I don’t know why I thought they were heading off to class, but that’s what I understood was happening.
I saw an old classmate of mine from college, Jon Kennedy. He was sitting in a chair, tipped back against the wall of one of these buildings and I went to sit down next to him. We greet each other and began chatting.
I said to him, “I’m so glad you’re here. At least I know one person. I’d heard Tunde and some others from our class were supposed to be here, but…” I finished. He said, “where is Tunde?” “Oh, she’s still back in Texas.” I replied. He nodded as if in deep thought.
He then began telling me his mom was wanting to foster or adopt. I said, “would they let her at her age?” He hunched his shoulders, like he didn’t know. He looked at me then and asked, “you were 46?” I said, “yeah,” then stumbled over my correction, “uh, no, I was 54.”
We sat there absorbing this information, when a woman, the caretaker for this building, came down the stairs next to us and ran around to the side of the building to check on an old man we knew.
I got up to follow her. Somehow I knew this guy had died young in WWI. He was here before I left the last time, and was here now that I’d returned. We all just knew him as a very old man. I went up to the woman, who was knocking on his door and peering in his windows. I said, “is he gone?” She said, “yeah, I think he left.” And somehow I knew, he had gone back to Earth for his next life. I looked back at Jon, and understood he was just patiently waiting for Jenny to come back. Then I woke up.
I wonder at the curious nature of some dreams. Most are random thoughts of the day that come out in odd jumbles, and then there are dreams like this, that feel so real, and make me wonder why I dreamed it.
at May 02, 2017
Wednesday, April 12, 2017
Friday, March 10, 2017
We recently tackled re-doing the dining room. Yet again we had to take a very dark room and brighten it up. It took a lot of primer, 36 hours of labor and six days overall working on the room. We also had to change out the dark orange light for something brighter. The white blinds for the windows arrived today, so I'll get those installed this weekend. Then all we'll be waiting on will be the pictures for the walls. They're being framed and matted. I don't know if it's just this house, getting older, or getting burned out, but I am not loving re-doing this house like I did our last last house. I'll be glad when this is all finished.
Saturday, January 28, 2017
Thursday, January 12, 2017
Saturday, January 7, 2017
Thursday, December 22, 2016
The year is winding down. Our worst fears for the election have come to pass, and the electoral college didn't save us. I'm not sure we'll be able to hold our nose and bear this for four years like we thought when George W. Bush was elected. Bush was dumb, but not evil. Even though he was surrounded by evil, we knew he loved his country. I don't believe Trump loves anything but himself and money. Whereas Bush was bumbling dumb, Trump is arrogant, dangerous dumb. He is filling his cabinet and administration with the worst of the worst. I worry for the environment, for international relations, for our civil rights, for my children's futures, and our economy.
I have tried having calm, honest discussions with Trump supporters. More often than not, when I try to get to the bottom of why these people voted for Trump, or even Republican, when their party has done nothing to improve their lives, I'm usually given reasons that are not based on facts. When I present facts, I'm told they're a liberal spin. It's kind of like trying to convince them about global warming. They refuse to believe the facts. The thing about facts, is that they're true whether you believe them or not. What a horrible thing hate media has done to our nation. Not only has it divided us as a nation, but it has fed some of us so much misinformation, that there's no convincing people of the facts.
How will we dig ourselves out of this mess now? Bush and his cronies crashed our economy, got us in two wars we had no business being in, and allowed the erosion of women's rights, and provided an environment that was hostile to gays. Trump's gang are in the process of dismantling the very fabric of our democracy. Trump is appointing people to head agencies that they hate and have wanted to destroy. How the hell are you supposed to successfully head an agency that you don't believe should exist? Trump and the Republicans plan to end the Affordable Care Act (Obamacare) and throw millions of people off their health insurance. They plan to end and privatize Social Security and Medicaid. Their rich corporate friends are going to get even richer with our tax dollars, and we will suffer. Trump is planning to "re-build" our infrastructure by selling it to private companies at a bargain price, and have tax payers give those corporations monetary incentives to rebuild the infrastructure. In the end, the taxpayers will lose their infrastructure assets and pay the corporations for the privilege to use them, after paying the corporations to fix them.
Here are some examples of how this works. It's like the taxpayers of a city paying to build a stadium to get a professional sports team for their city. The public pays for it, but then the team owns it and charges the public when they come to see games played there. It's like toll roads and toll bridges. The government "donates" land to a private company to build a road or a bridge. The government gives the company tax breaks, and/or gives them part of the money to build said road or bridge. In the end, the company now owns the land where they put the road or bridge. It was built with taxpayer money, and the company charges the public to use them. This privatization also ALWAYS costs the taxpayers more than if government handled it because what people don't know, is that there are laws that when government operates a school, a prison, a toll road, a utility, etc., they are not allowed to make a profit doing it. They can only charge what it actually costs to run and maintain it. Corporations always aim to make a profit so they will always cost more than government. Some people argue that corporations will run things better, provide better service, but the research shows that's not true. This is part of the Republican spin, tell people government doesn't work, do everything you can to prevent government from working right, then say, "see we told you government doesn't work," then privatize the hell out of things the government used to do just fine, so your corporate buddies can get rich, and funnel money back toward their congressional whores.
So I'm feeling particularly pessimistic about what's to come. I don't know what to do to stop this madness. I feel like I'm in a sinking boat, with more holes than I've got fingers to plug, while people on one end of the boat are ripping it apart to make money while we're all in the process of sinking. Just over half this country sees what a disaster this Trump administration is going to be, and the other half just doesn't get it. They think we're being sore losers, but it's not that. If only it was something that minor. It reminds me of group projects in school. Invariably I would be in a group with the lazy, the cocky, the over-confident, and the fools. They would screw around the whole time then panic when the due date arrived and want to turn in crap just to get a grade. Meanwhile, I began the project as soon as it was assigned, did a good job, and had it completed before the deadline. Now this election is that group project. I don't want to suffer for their ignorance, but I'm being forced to, and they just don't see what a crap candidate they've foisted on the country. I don't care if people make crap decisions that only affect them, but it pisses me off when their crap decisions harm me or this country.
Sunday, December 4, 2016
Our dog, Lambeau has been going steadily lame in his hind quarters. The veterinarians here couldn't figure out what was wrong with him. So we eventually drove three hours and took him to the vets at Cornell. They diagnosed a number of things: two blown out knees requiring ACL surgeries, mild hip dysplasia, and arthritis in the lower spin, hips, and knees.
Thursday he had his first knee surgery. Everything went well, now we have 8-12 weeks recovery and physical therapy. The good news is that he's putting weight on that leg and doesn't act like he's in pain. The bad news is he won't lie still unless I'm sitting in the room with him. This is going to be a long winter. :-(
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