Author Anne Rice announced that she quit "Chrisianity." She said she refused to be “anti-gay,” “anti-feminist," “anti-science” and “anti-Democrat.” She also said, "It's simply impossible for me to ‘belong’ to this quarrelsome, hostile, disputatious, and deservedly infamous group." She also added that she still believes in Christ and will follow his teachings but that "following Christ does not mean following His followers."
Well Anne, I completely understand, been there, done that, and for the same reasons. Connect to God not the humans who try to warp the message for power, control and money. Good luck to you on your journey.